so even though I don't count myself as a XANGAer anymore...I'm just updating because I'm far too excited not to update. 

so...

I got accepted into Michigan's Music Theatre department.

they must be OUT of their MINDS!

all I have to say is that I love all of you SOO much! The only reason I'm getting this incredible opportunity is because of everything I have learned from all of you amazing kids in the past four years!  Because of all the support I have recieved from everyone.  It all means so much. I love you all.

I honestly have the best friends possible.  Life is far too kind to me.  I have everything I've ever wanted right now.

The best future...New York trip...the best friends....the BEST girl...the opportunity to go to the best MT school ever! ....Life is too kind.

Currently Listening Tonight Not Again/Live at Eagles Ballroom (CD & DVD) By Jason Mraz see related

As always..Jordan is correct. how could anything go wrong now? 

this is out of control.  simply ridiculous. 

Despite all of your theories and the hours you've spent trying to figure out the truth, you've failed.  You still don't know the whole story and probably never will.

NOW let me just say this.

First of all--this is not anybody else's business.  Please stay out.  Many of you don't know anything about the individuals involved--yet for some reason, you think it's your business. 

Second of all--even if it was your business, it wouldn't give you the right to attack another person.  Do you honestly have nothing better to do than ruin somebody else's life?

Thirdly--In your feeble attempt to destroy somebody else, you hurt the people who you were trying to "defend".  Great counterproductivity!

I'm pretty shocked by this all time low.  Nothing gives somebody the right to hurt another individual like that.  Nothing gives somebody the right to attack someone like that. 

Oh, and if you want to pull the same crap that you did to Kylie--bring it on.  I'm pretty sure that she put it best, but NOBODY is making you read this. I'm not attacking anyone. I'm simply putting my thoughts on my OWN xanga and if anyone wants to read them, they can.

Things aren't all bad though.  I am better friends with Kylie and Wade right now than I have ever been.  Why, you ask? Well because they had the courage to face this situation rationally.  Sure people jumped to conclusions, but in the end, they made everything better and I love them both dearly for it.

In the end, all I have to say is---mind your own business and stop trying to ruin other people's lives.  Get a hobby or soemthing.  Michael's has wonderful bracelet weaving kits on sale.  Nobody get's hurt with a bracelet.

Can all of this drama end?  All of the people who this involves have no problems.  It's over. In fact...it never began with us.  The point is--IT'S OVER.  It's starting to affect this entire group and that is pointless.

I honestly love you all.  Even if you are one of the ones who inflated this drama.  I hold no grudges and only want this madness to end. 

LOVE

Currently Listening Back to Bedlam By James Blunt see related

think what you want.  I don't even care.

I'll keep being myself and that's all I can do.

I'm kind of done with xanga for a while....I have wasted too many days of my life watching peoples lives progress online ignoring the present which is violently leaving me in the past.

I'm not saying I won't be on here..but hopefully not as much as I used to.

can everyone remember one thing?  The one thing I really want more than anything is that no matter where I end up in life and how our friendship is--whether it be strong, weak, or non existent--is to have you all remember me as someone who loved life and tried their best to be a considerate, kind, loving person. 

If this isn't true...then I'd consider myself a failure.

(the thing is....i'm  failing)

Can everybody just

LOVE

no matter what?

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don’t speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want--good or bad. When you’re finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

and i promise i'm not just posting this because i havn't posted forever and don't know what to write about.  just do it.  please?..thanks

LOVE you ALL